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Borrowed from Chase...

...I sat in my room and cried for so long, cried from fear. Because as deep as I knew I was before, as resistant as I was to hold on to my heart and never completely let myself go, its done now and I can't do anything about it. I love him so much, so, so much and I'm going to lose him one day. I'm so scared. I'm scared because I love him too much, I'm scared because I know I'm going to lose him and I'm scared because that's the way its going to happen and there's nothing I can do about it...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or, saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... If you don't, you might break theirs.

Have you ever decided not to be with someone because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own... When you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much... For fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

Wednesday, Jul. 14, 2004 || 3:31 p.m.